Heart'n'Soul

He drew her in a tight hug, holding her close to his heart... rocking her gently in her arms, her head buried in his chest. Her tears pouring out heavier than ever.

He looked at her tears, her pain reflecting in his eyes.

He let her cry in silence and spill it all out till she was drained.

Gradually the tears stopped flowing... the rhythm of her sobs breaking his heart and the silence enveloping them.

He cupped her face tenderly in his hands and looked in her eyes. Something tugged hard on his heart.

He kissed her on the forehead "You know you cry like a baby!"

"Hmmmmm....." another tear rolling down her cheek.

He wiped it away softly. " Tigs - there is a reason why I call you that... and you know it"

"Hmmmm..."

"You know, you are not allowed to do this to yourself."

"I know..."

"But you wont stop" his voice gentle, yet firm .
"I don’t know... I'm sorry" and she hid her face in his chest again

"Hmmmmm..." He hugged her again. "It’s ok... I'm here"

If only… you were here today
If only… I could hear you say
Those words that made it all disappear
If only… it helped to pray

Kev, this ones for you…I miss you more than ever... my bestest friend, my strongest pillar of support, my sunshine for all the gloomy days... what do I do without you now?

If only life was fair…

PS: I will be taking a break from blogging after my next post which is the part of my “Forever and For Always series”. I guess I just need to be with myself for sometime. I am scheduling the next post to be published on V-Day. And I am sorry as I won’t be around to catch up on you all for sometime. But I promise to read and catch up on everything before I take a break.

Luv
D

Labels: friends, friendship, hug, Life, memories, Missing you, nostalgia

I consumed "it" for not more than a minute and it felt like I am in a different world all together. My heart calmed down. I was neither nervous nor anxious anymore. Instead, I felt nice and mellow. A sheepish grin was plastered on my face and I felt like I am dreaming. I could hear music in my head. I looked at my friend thankfully, gave him a peck on his cheek and returned "it" to him.

Since then, "it" is the one thing that keeps me going in all circumstances. Just need a trusted source to provide "it" for me. It’s the feeling that "it" generates... the one of total euphoria.

HOLD ON HOLD ON!!! Don’t let the horses of your imagination too lose. It’s not the pot, the alcohol or the white stick... it’s more potent than any of these things. It’s a medicine for every illness - mental or physical. No other medicine works without it, and when everything fails - "it" still makes things better than they are. AH! The happy high it gives me.

They call it "The HUG Therapy"; I call it "The Human Touch"... after all, what comes from a heart, reaches a heart and the heart is what keeps us alive!!!

And I am dedicating this post especially to Samby, Sam, Arv, Keshi, and Nai...wtever happened shouldn’t have, but it also showed the amount of affection and concern blogville has... Goes to show how it doesn’t matter how you came to know sumone, if you have ever seen them or not, its really just what the heart feels - direct dil se!!

Labels: friendship, happy high, hug, human touch